I have many things to say maybe just to myself or maybe someone out there unknown. There are many things I want to just to talk to myself but am really lazy to write on paper. I just don't know what to do, there are many things to worry about. I have all this senshi stuff that occured about a year ago. Which still a partner of mine doesn't believe me and thinks I all made it up. By me of course. Doushite? She was the one who wanted to be my friend and onw this happens and she doesn,t believe me. What kind of friend are you anyways? I'm the one who should be suspecting you for making it all up. You were the one who knew my password and the one who started to be my friend. Now that I think about it the one who seems like making it up is you. You were the one who always had the e-mails and everything would always happen to you. People always believe you because your just pretty. But now it seems like I'm one of those people who hate you. Whatever, I don't want to talk about this anymore. I hope I did move. Not to the street Southwood Lake but to the other side of the world if I have to. I just don't want to talk anymore. I just want to be alone with my kind of people. Which there are none. I'll just probably be alone with myselk. Doushite this has to happen. It has messed up my whole life. Now without friends I get messed up inside and once if anyones asks me do I have any friends I would burst into tears if I didn't have them. It's just that they influenced me way too much that now without them I burst into poisonous tears harming me. I just don't like what has happened to me the last two years. WHy can't you forget me. I don't want you in my life anymore. It has been way too much trouble. I can say so myself you probably faked it but since you are my friend I tried not to think it was you. But you went ahead and thought it was me straight away. I think this friendship won't go on any longer. I hope not either. Just if you read this you know what I think inside. And hope you understand a bit more. But if not then don't even mention this blog at all. Goodbye to all the people out there who are reading this but not my friend.
posted by Mimi Yung @ 6:32 PM
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I don't know when you wrote this but I think you are talking about watashi. Well first of all I never did suspect you made it all up. I did at first when Masuo-san tried to convince me. But afterwards everything was just too much. I don't think you can make ravens come and make me meet Venus on September 10th. I couldn't have done that either. And I don't have all the emails... I have Teruyou's email address. That's it. I don't know anyone elses'. Or if I did I don't remember. The only reason I did suspect you was because Masuo-san gave me ten billion reasons. That was way back then when we were still friends. So lets just not suspect each other because I know everything is true now. I don't know if that's the only reason you don't want to be friends but if you want to break the friendship then why are you still here? If you hate me for more reasons than this then what? If it's good enough why don't you leave? You have the reason to. I'm not sure why I'm saying this... but why can't you stop being so selfish? You're not the only one who has your life messed up. And I'm not either. There are tons of people who would die for your life instead of theirs. Just because you have a terrible life you think I don't? Don't you think sometimes I really just want to leave and quit and giveup? You're not the only one with troubles in this world. You want me to understand your life but what about you? You don't understand mine.
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