posted by Mimi Yung @ 7:10 PM
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
Today was a weird day. It rained just right now or before now. I was showering when hearing the thunder outside which just sounded like music to my ears I never thought it was raining but I kind of wanted to rain somehow. Well it did rain which satisfied me enough for today. Today a friend and me got in a little fight somehow. I didn't much like the fight but it made everything more clear for me how I am supposed to be alone and have not many people around me. I was used to that until now and I think I should go back to what I was before. I shouldn't have changed. I was the perfect person and the person I really loved. Everything was really going fine and I was more open but ever since I was friends with this Jane. Everything changed. Somehow it all changed, I myself had to change purposely.
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Oh, so you think if you didn't meet me then you wouldn't need to change. Again referring to the last comment I made... you're not the only one!!! What about me? I had to change from myself to a rude bitchy person. Purposely too. What if I turned the whole thing around and said it was YOUR fault? Can you stop blaming me for everything that's happening to you? Why don't you blame yourself for once. You didn't have to listen to everyone and change. If you hate Mercury so much then stop being her. God. I didn't tell you to be Mercury I just cheer you on because you seemed like you wanted to be. I don't know why I'm getting mad but I'm sick and tired of you always blaming ME for the bad things in your life. Maybe you're just born like that. Blame yourself!
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