Friday, December 01, 2006

What is wrong with today? I can't even go see the person I really miss, why? I just hate my family why can't I go??? Telling them lies and I get a big consequence. Telling them the stupid truth will get me into humongous trouble. WHAT DO THEY WANT!? I haven't bursted like thisin a long time, but why? Tell me god, I just want to go somewhere. WHY!? Please, let me go... I don't know why I have to but I will have to. I know this is not as a good reason but I just have to! Why can't anyone understand me instead of just saying this and that! My does my mom care so muc about my grandma and not anyone else! I can't understand it! Tell me how and why! And can't anyone keeps secrets! Help, someone help... just because of my grandma my mom has changed. Every weekend my grandma comes, and when she does my mom doesn't care about anyone else. All she does is cook all day for her. I mean, why does she have to cook. Can't we ever have family day without my grandma evn be mentioned! I don't know why my tears are falling, tell me. Why can't I see him!? I JUST TELL THE TRUTH! I like this guy and I walk to talk to him and see him. Okay, truthful enough. Please god, let me go. I really need to go, I love him! PLEASE! Why, is this really meant to be. Why can't it come true. I've finally found a person I really loved. But now, my mom and her mom are forbidding me. Why can't I ever go to that place! I really promise, I won't ever lie ever again about going to place and actually be somewhere else. I just want to see him. Tell what is wrong, god help me. Do you even know how I feel? God! Do you see me suffering like this? Do you really see all of this? If you do, why don,t you do something about this! PLEASE! I have to go! HELP, please god. I really need your help. If you can't help me then no one else can. I don't know if this is true love but I want to find out. Please, anyone help me. Do I deserve this? Is it really what I deserve? I don't know what to do now. It's 20 minutes past 6:00pm. I was supposed to go at 6:00pm and I believe Ayaka-chan has already told him that we'll be there at this time. I suppose he thought we were liars then. Stupid me! What have I've done, but right now. There's only two words I can think of. That is HELP ME...

Love is pain...

posted by Mimi Yung @ 3:02 PM

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