Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Today was a weird day. It rained just right now or before now. I was showering when hearing the thunder outside which just sounded like music to my ears I never thought it was raining but I kind of wanted to rain somehow. Well it did rain which satisfied me enough for today. Today a friend and me got in a little fight somehow. I didn't much like the fight but it made everything more clear for me how I am supposed to be alone and have not many people around me. I was used to that until now and I think I should go back to what I was before. I shouldn't have changed. I was the perfect person and the person I really loved. Everything was really going fine and I was more open but ever since I was friends with this Jane. Everything changed. Somehow it all changed, I myself had to change purposely.

posted by Mimi Yung @ 7:10 PM 1 Comments

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Konbanwa minna-san, Chisaki desu. I've tried this website and I tried to get myself a laptop of my own. I wonder if it works. I'll let you people know if it does because if it does I want you people to be able to one of your own. I will post the website on here if you want to try it before I tell if it works for me. Anyways here: http://laptops.freepay.com/?r=32855378. You have to do three steps in order to get to your laptop. And it will be delivered I believe. If any of you people out there know where to get or how to get a Blackberry Pearl 8100 then please tell. I'm looking for one to get for myself as a Christmas or New Years present. If any of you are wondering what is a Blackberry Pearl 8100, well it's a cell phone with many other features like instant messaging, e-mail checking/replying, photos, and web browsing. Well got to go now. I will add more some other time. And please, if you are reading this blog. Try to get yourself a free laptop.

posted by Mimi Yung @ 7:25 PM 0 Comments

Monday, September 11, 2006

Nothing much happening, everything is pretty much normal for now. I wonder what else is going to happen to this life. Anyways, I've made a decision. I'm going to try to save money to buy myself a laptop and a Blackberry device later on to use. I'll go towards buying the Blackberry device and then the laptop. I might get the laptop for free much I'll try my best to get what I need. GANBARIMASU! CHISAKI-CHAN GA HONTO NI GABANTE! I will try to work and get money and then buy what I'll need before I get to high school and have almost everything before going to high school. I'll be big but I'll get through it. By myself, on my own. Me only, helping myself. I will get to the point I want to on my own. Please do no interfear. I wish I can atleast make my biggest wish come true by myself without anyone getting in my way or slowing me down. Thank-you, god.

posted by Mimi Yung @ 7:37 PM 0 Comments

Friday, September 08, 2006

Konbanwa minna-san, not many people will be reading this blog unless I let them. Which are specific people that I say. Please do not read on if I never did say or tell you to read this blog.

I have many things to say maybe just to myself or maybe someone out there unknown. There are many things I want to just to talk to myself but am really lazy to write on paper. I just don't know what to do, there are many things to worry about. I have all this senshi stuff that occured about a year ago. Which still a partner of mine doesn't believe me and thinks I all made it up. By me of course. Doushite? She was the one who wanted to be my friend and onw this happens and she doesn,t believe me. What kind of friend are you anyways? I'm the one who should be suspecting you for making it all up. You were the one who knew my password and the one who started to be my friend. Now that I think about it the one who seems like making it up is you. You were the one who always had the e-mails and everything would always happen to you. People always believe you because your just pretty. But now it seems like I'm one of those people who hate you. Whatever, I don't want to talk about this anymore. I hope I did move. Not to the street Southwood Lake but to the other side of the world if I have to. I just don't want to talk anymore. I just want to be alone with my kind of people. Which there are none. I'll just probably be alone with myselk. Doushite this has to happen. It has messed up my whole life. Now without friends I get messed up inside and once if anyones asks me do I have any friends I would burst into tears if I didn't have them. It's just that they influenced me way too much that now without them I burst into poisonous tears harming me. I just don't like what has happened to me the last two years. WHy can't you forget me. I don't want you in my life anymore. It has been way too much trouble. I can say so myself you probably faked it but since you are my friend I tried not to think it was you. But you went ahead and thought it was me straight away. I think this friendship won't go on any longer. I hope not either. Just if you read this you know what I think inside. And hope you understand a bit more. But if not then don't even mention this blog at all. Goodbye to all the people out there who are reading this but not my friend.

posted by Mimi Yung @ 6:32 PM 1 Comments